So I have to admit that I have been bummed the last week or so. I just miss my husband so much it hurts...Will it ever get any easier? Cause it doesn't seem like it to me. Last night I saw him in my dreams...he held me in his arms and kissed me, and it all felt so real. For those fleeting moments my heart was filled with happiness and joy...but it didn't last long. When i woke up I realized it was all just a dream, and I was right back where I've been for the last 8 months...sad and all alone. :( This song is one of my favorites and its "Our song." We danced to it for our first dance at our wedding and every time I hear it, I can't help but smile. I didn't know it at the time but the words are so fitting for our situation :
"Do you hear me? I'm talking to you across the water, across the deep blue ocean, under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm tryin'
Boy I hear you in my dreams, I feel your whisper, across the sea, I keep you with me in my heart, you make it easier when life gets hard...
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend, lucky to have been where I have been, Lucky to be coming home again
They don't know how long it takes, waiting for a love like this, every time we say good bye I wish we had one more kiss, I'll wait for you I promise you, I will"
This song is my anthem and I will wait for you love. I miss you more each day and my heart aches for the day you are home safely and in my arms. I love you.